Kind of depressed

Work was ok so far until recently, and I am starting to get depressed because of some personal problem. Working and doing jobs are never the problem; it's always people who let you down.

My shoes size and such

I am so rarely shopping for appeal and shoes to a point that I don't even remember my size. So I just checked, and found that 9 to 9.5. For instance, the ankle boots I brought last year was 9.5 and it was nicely loose. I found that I have an open toe mid-heel shoes in 9, though. For width, I think it's M.

For shirts and sweaters and such, they are all in M.

There, a note to self :> .

綺夢

根據我的記憶，我極少發綺夢，原因也沒有怎麼深究過，反正發甚麼夢都不是自己能夠控制的。昨晚郤發了一個夢，夢見一個漂亮和乖巧的維族女孩許配了給我，我和她都蠻害羞的，但後來不知怎麼樣的，我們一起臥在床上，我輕輕用鼻跟她的鼻磨擦了幾下，然後吻她的咀，跟 著我便想到甚麼時候結婚之類的事情。跟著我便開始和她的朋友閒談。由於她的家好客，會有些傳教士等陌生人出現。有次睡覺醒來，意 發覺有個婦人在床末睡覺，不過我的床超巨大，我在想，也沒所謂，是我未來太太的朋友，給人家方便也無妨。

這樣，夢便完結了。

買和用衣車

這套服裝是我上年十月左右訂造的，但穿了還不過一次，那四個承托隱形吊帶的扣便全斷掉了。為了修補，我居然買了一部電子衣車，還學會了用衣車修補衣物。十年前的我，也許發夢也沒有想過我會買和用衣車。

蒙古舞袍

週末，又是整理家居，試妝和做造型實驗的時間。

我發覺有個織了長辮的假髮很久沒戴過，於是便穿了蒙古舞服，用來配襯這個假髮。戴了一會，終於記起為甚麼沒有戴這個假髮：由於辮子很 長，也有一定的重量，結果假髮戴了一段時間，頭便因辮子在後扯的重量而變得很痛。所以不宜久戴，成了雞肋，不過蒙古造型，沒有辮子， 又好像有點不像樣。

另外，我發覺家中幾對蒙古靴，都和這套桃紅色的蒙古舞袍，不太配合，不是紅得不一樣，就是款式不配合，後來試穿了一對銀靴，發覺效果 出奇的好。雖然那雙不是蒙古靴，但銀色配桃紅卻很悅目。

近一兩年我差不多只化淡妝，看起自然一點。但今天化同樣的妝，卻發覺好像缺少了甚麼似好，於昰把心一橫，塗上了鮮紅的唇膏，發覺效果 相當不錯。畢竟那套蒙古袍是舞服，所以配比較誇張的化妝反而更合襯。

Boots, reorganized

It's something that irritated me for so long: my boots were all piling as a stack of mess. Today I finally took some time to organizing them by turning many of the cardboard boxes into cardboard insert that I can use to keep the boots stay stiff by inserting these cardboard pieces into the boots. The result is that I can lineup these boots in a very tidy way.

But now that I have all the boots lined up properly, I found that I am starting to running out of space in my room. maybe it's time to consider getting rid of clothes that I don't need.

Obsession in cleanness

It's 1:26 am now, and I just finish doing laundry on the clothing (jeans and such) I brought early today. Yes, I have to make absolutely sure that the clothing I brought are absolutely clean whenever I feel like it's time to wear them.