Thursday, May 29, 2008

anxiety

It's so strange, but I have so much anxiety that I didn't even have energy to pack up my stuff, do laundry, or even eat last night. Just like before, though, sleeping seems to be the cure for majority of my problem. And I am feeling so much better now after a good night sleep.

Mostly I think it's the anxiety of not finishing everything on thing. The work in the office is still in the unsolved mystery stage. A lyrics work has to be done before Sunday. And then packing up for a convention of a strange world that I am still not totally prepared to get into.

Reading tons of post on the cosplay site makes me think of a few thing. For instance, it's nice to be a teenager, because everything has a plan B: ask my mom/dad. For a grown up, there's no such a plan B. You an entitle to all the action you take, and you take your own responsibility. This can be a double edge sword.

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